What a happy and wonderful birthday it was too. Was wined and dined and sang to by many. Been thinking about this new year for me, what do I want to do with it, to accomplish, have happen.....

We're planning on taking a trip...a road trip, haven't done that in so many years that I actually cannot remember when. I think it will be fun--we'll be starting out on our 45th wedding anniversary. I said I wanted a trip, but I was kinda thinking of some place that you needed an airplane to get to ..ha ha
More about this later.

My latest discovery is; things are not as they appear...a good lesson for me as I have at times coveted other peoples lives.....possessions and happiness levels. Do others do this too, can I be the only woman who confesses this. There are many things I do not understand, but many that I absolutely know ..my own truths.
All the elements of my life were summoned by me, dreamed into place by me and can change on a dime, improving with the slightest effort for the better no matter what.

Thought for today:If it's appeared on your life radar, this is why: to teach you that dreams come true; to reveal that you have the power to fix what's broken and heal what hurts; to catapult you beyond seeing with just your physical senses; and to lift the veils that have kept you from seeing that you're already the person you dreamed you'd become.


"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME" ...wish my mom was here to say that.........

Artisticaffaire

What a wonderful day yesterday. The daughters accompanied me to Kim's art event in L.A. We had a great time.

May Day

Tomorrow starts what use to be my favorite month, as my numbers have grown I like it less and less. I'm at the place where it would be nice to just ignore birthdays, but try telling that to your love ones. I imagine that most people feel the same, until you look into a mirror, you think you are the same you; as you feel and for the most part think like you always have. I wonder, am I the only woman who dislikes aging.

I am looking forward to my time on Mother's Day with the girls at brunch, even though I will miss my mom this year. This has been a year of firsts since she left. I know from experience it gets easier, so I will just continue through the year thinking of her and missing her, and talking to her. Maybe if I can quiet my mind I can hear her talk back.

I have some great and fun trips planned in May, so this will be a beautiful month and it always means summer is around the corner.


I'll leave off with another thought:

"It is not more difficult to create a castle than a button. Most of you have more buttons than castles, however, because they're easier to expect." Abraham

Thought become things, so think the good ones.

I can see that I need to really figure out what I'm doing and how to do it. The pictures and comments are not how I wanted them, but I"m on a learning adventure...so that is what my thoughts are for today. Hopefully in a few weeks I'll be a pro...ha

"you are here to take thought, through experience, beyond that which it has ever been before" Abraham